Lenny

I love your software. And I love your products but you really need to rethink the ability to not be able to hide your ssid in iOS 4.3. Guess I'm changing my phone name to something like myfi or droid until they get this figured out.

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On the train, actually woke up before my alarm even though I was up late.. Had a coffee and a banana and braved the rain to the bus stop.. Feeling really good today, like things are starting to come together again after being broken for a while.. Almost feel normal again. :)

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So I'm on the bus again. Guess it's good for me since a Marta pass beats a car payment. Heading down to the train the ultimately to work. It's not a bad commute. And it gets me walking more so that helps as well. Lost a few pounds since the move. Already punched a couple extra holes in the belt. Figure I'm down about 2 pants sizes since some of the older stuff I had fits again. Time to put on a podcast and relax on the ride in. Have a good day everyone!

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So I spent the day doing laundry, cleaning the apartment and generally putting my life back together. Talked to some friends, talked to my mom.. Feeling a lot better about things.. Settled on the sofa with my iPad watching kitchen nightmares on hulu and drinking a chai latte. I almost feel normal again.. Just worried what's going to happen the next time I slip, the next time I get lonely, the next time I can't handle being on my own.. Guess I just have to make sure I have someone I can talk to when I get that bad..

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Cheese grits, bacon and a butter toffee kcup.. Got a smodcast going in the background and I am enjoying being alone for the first time in a while. Gotta go get Abby's birthday present today. Hard to believe in 9 days she's going to be 7.. Daniel is growing like a weed..posted a video of him on fb in his baby jail.. Need some baby proofing stuff this weekend too.. Just to keep him out of the kitchen and the entertainment center.. Need to get a desk for Abby sometime too.. Set up her pc there and reclaim some of my own desk space..

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Yeah, failed miserably at staying single. Finally got out of yet another relationship and trying to move on.. I think I need someone to hit me with a bat every time I start to make a bad decision.. But I got an iPad :) not the new one but the previous generation.. I'm digging it.. Awesome for sofa surfing and now, LJ updating. :)

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ok last 2 crashed when posting, lets see how this works.

 Yeah, maybe things are going to be ok.

 I'm trying to let it go,  She doesnt want me anymore, if she did, she would have said something by now.  I can't beat myself up over this.  *she* walked away from *me*. I didn't do anything wrong. 

It's her loss. I'm getting on with my life.  I'm not going to sit here and pine for someone who won't give me the common courtesy of at least telling me to go fuck myself. 

I'm better than this.  I deserve better.  I need to get past this if I'm ever going to be happy. 

So I don't know why she isnt talking to me. I've tried asking, begging, and still just dead air.

I think at this point all I want is to know why so I can move on.  I hate not having closure. I also realize I may never get it and I may have to live with that. 

Guess I just need to either face the fact that I may never talk to her again, or that when she does come around, am I just waiting to be hurt again?